I haven't updated in a while. Sorry. Um... Yeah. Things have been weird. Up and down. A whole hell of a lot of downs, but, at the same time, a lot of that pain has been accompanied by independence, which I crave. In the end, I'm still alive, so things can't possibly have been that bad, eh? Eh.
No. I'm being... Positive. Things have been pretty horrible. I cried myself to sleep last night, and there was no one to comfort me. I'm on my own financially. I have one young man to whom I can turn, and I can't be sure how many more turns I'm going to be able to make in his direction. I'm a little scared of the future. For the first time ever.
Hm. I really don't have a lot to say. I've been updating [Heartache And Arsenic] more than this, but mostly just with songs, so check that out if you'd like.
For now, goodbye.
