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You

1. How are you feeling today?
Hm. Normal, for me. Kind of nostalgic, lovesick, anxious, curious, thoughtful, wistful, pensive, and hurt. Rejection sucks hardcore. I am, in the words of Viktor Navorski, "Unacceptable!" Someone will find me someday.

2. What are you wearing at the moment?
At the moment, I am wearing blue underwear, a crimson bra, an aquamarine, fitted tshirt, some baggyish, light blue, denim jeans, and Lilu perfume. This shirt makes my eyes go crazy. I love it.

3. Where do you live?
I live in a tiny little town in Eastern North Carolina. This fall, I should be going off to college someplace, so who knows? Maybe I'll make it as far as Paris. Maybe I won't make it past Wilmington. I don't know.

4. How old are you?
I am currently seventeen. But only for about another month. I'll finally be a legal adult on March 5th.

5. Do you frequent message boards? Which ones?
Not a lot. Just [CGR], mainly.

6. If you keep a diary, do you keep a "real" one too?
This is the closest thing to a diary that I have.

7. Name? Username(s)? Sex?
My name: Morgan. Usernames: Maux or pulseczar, usually. Sex: Marry me.

8. Favourite memory?
Hm. I'm going to write a few little reminders of happy memories here... If you have known me for a long time, you might catch a few. If not... I'm sorry.

Hugging Robbie when I gave him his tshirt back. Having "The Mystery Goth Boy/Man" stop his car in front of mine, wave, and give me a huge smile. Taking pictures of Fort Macon by myself. Going to Fort Macon with the Thomas'. Riding around with Chris Walther. Going to his soccer games. Getting love notes from Joel Tavera in the eighth grade. Getting my first Valentine from my first boyfriend (it was from that popular cartoon involving like rollerblading sharks or something... I was about ten. "Love at first bite. XOXO"). Anthony Martin tricking me into kissing him on the schoolbus in 1st grade. Sitting in his grandpa's basement with three other families every single time there was a tornado watch in Southern Illinois. Playing cards with Josh Thomas on my livingroom floor until midnight (Him: "So, I kind of like you..." Me: *grin* "I kind of like you too..."). Going canoeing with Tom and Gabe at my party of sorts to escape the hideous cliqueishness of the "pretty people." Going rollerskating. The first time I held hands with a boy. The first time a boy wanted to make out with me and I turned him down. Matthew Redding making me laugh (I had a crush on him from when I was two until I moved away from Illinois when I was nine). Playing in the creek in Illinois. Running over bales of hay. Gardening. Meeting the mailman everyday in Wilson. Driving around with Josh. Taking pictures at Desolate shows. Getting up at 3am to be at Josh's house by 4am to be in Havelock by 5am when the television studio didn't even open until 7:30am. Playing hide and go seek at his house. Chris and I singing our favorite songs in my car. Going to the C&C/Underoath/Three concert in Charlotte with Matt, Myriah, and Nate. Exploring the painted barns. Waking up entangled in Matt's arms and legs. All of those times we ate at Waffle House just to see the people (and because it was the only place open that late). The hockey game in Richmond, VA, that lasted about five hours due to injuries, broken glass, and overtime. Powderpuff football. Starring in my school play. Starring in my kindergarten play. Sitting at the computer ALL day just making websites and playing Tetris. Being told I was beautiful. Painting. Ooooooooh... I could go on forever.

9. Last CD you bought?
The Rocky Horror Punk Rock Show.

10. Personal guru / hero / idol?
There are so many. Christ, Billy Corgan, and the chick from Dresden Dolls, just to name a few.

Friends

1. Do you have a large, medium or small group of friends, large being 15 or more, medium being 5 to 15 or small being 5 or less?
Small. Definitely. I have about four close friends, I think. Chris, Myriah, Sarah, and Brandon. Um, I guess my cousin, Tanner, is also my friend, but family members hardly count. So. Three. Small.

2. Out of that group, do you have a best friend?
I don't care for the whole "best friend" thing, but out of those, Chris and Myriah are very close. Myriah is my sister. Chris is the closest out of my non-relative friends. But when we get married (;)), I'll have to figure out who my next close friend in line will be.

3. What is it that you like about your best friend?
He's a hotty. Um. We share many of the same dreams and aspirations. We have similar personalities and ideas of good humor. He's strong and a good hugger. We don't party, don't drink, don't smoke, and don't do drugs together. He doesn't really talk with me much, but when I need an honest answer, he's usually willing to give it to me.

4. Do you have "friends" here in CGR?
Hm. Less, it seems, than I had at one point...

5. What are their usernames?
You know who you are.

6. What makes a good friend?
Loyalty. Selflessness. Honesty. Forgiveness. Perseverence.

7. Have you ever lost a friend due to arguments or misunderstandings?
Yes.

8. Have you ever lost a friend in a tragedy?
No.

9. Would you rather have a really close best friend or a close knit group of friends?
I don't know. I tend to have that one really, really close friend, and then several other people who are knitted into that relationship as well. I think I like it this way, but it can be hard.

10. Have you ever dated a friend? If so, did it work out, or did it ruin your friendship?
Um. I haven't, but I don't know. Liking a friend and not dating them can ruin a friendship too.

11. Finish this sentence: Friendship is...?
Hott.

12. I'm always looking for friends. How did you meet the close friends that you have?
Church, mostly. I met Sarah at TCBS. Chris at a church service. Brandon on deviantart.com. Chyppe at a camp.

13. What are some things you do together? Video games, trips to the mall, etc?
Hm. Chris and I go to coffee shops a lot. The mall, every once in a while. We drive a WHOLE LOT.

14. Do you think that you are closer to your friends than your siblings or parents?
No. Maybe in the past, but Myriah and I are extremely close now, and my mom and I are occasionally pretty close. Right now, my closest friend really isn't that close.

Yes or No

1. play video games?
Rarely.

2. visited Toronto?
No.

3. smoke pot today?
Of course. Not.

4. wear prescription glasses?
No.

5. read On the Road (by Jack Kerouac)?
No.

6. own a brown shirt?
No.

7. do 'ya pray?
Yes.

8. listen to Pink Floyd?
Sometimes. Rarely.

9. own/lease a vehicle?
Yes.

10. eat meat?
Yes.

11. also hate Britney?
Not hate. Strongly dislike.

12. been to Jersey?
Have passed through New Jersey.

13. are you male?
Not today.

14. scared of heights?
No.

15. paying off a student loan?
Not yet.

16. single?
Damnit. Yes. Always. Always freaking single. Damnit. Always.

17. around in the 60's?
No.

18. wearing shoes right now?
No.

19. like Kraft Dinner?
No.

20. under 30?
Yes.

21. been to the top of the Empire State Building?
Yes. And I've written my name on it with a Sharpie.

22. ever collect rocks?
Yes.

23. are you a drinker?
Not really.

24. wearing anything red right now?
A crimson bra, yo.

25. love Seinfeld?
It's okay.

26. ever travel by Greyhound?
Not yet.

27. own cat(s)?
No. But my family does.

28. have sex today?
Not yet. The night is young. And I am... Hopeless.

29. ever lose your wallet?
Yeah. In my bedroom. Oh man. Oh man.

30. write poetry?
Blah.

Religion

1. Age / Gender / Location
What does this have to do with religion, exactly? I am seventeen, female, and located in Northern Carolina.

2. What is your religion and/or personal faith?
I am... Oh man. Christian bordering on semi-agnosticism?

3. Why do you practice this religion?
Because it is the most truthful thing I've found.

4. Were you born into your religion or did you research it and decide upon it later on in life?
Kind of both.

5. Why do you believe what you believe?
Because believing in something is better than believing in nothing... And, as I mentioned before, this seems to be the most truthful thing I have found.

6. Do you think other religions/faiths are wrong?
As far as I know, yes.

7. What do you think will happen once we die?
Eternity.

8. Would you die for your faith?
Depends on the circumstances.

9. Do you think you are prejudiced against for your faith? Why or why not?
Somewhat.

10. How does your religion/faith come into your every day life?
Well, really, I doubt I'd have lived this long if it hadn't been for the hope that I clasp so anxiously in my heart...

11. Would you consider becoming a preacher/priest or the equivelent? Why or why not?
Maybe. I'd have to learn a whole lot more first, though.

12. If you follow a holy book, is the holy book 110% right in all things?
I hope so.

13. Is there any completely wrong religion/faith?
Um... I'm not sure. Each religion I am familiar with has some piece of it that relates back to the religion that I believe is the most accurate.

14. Does your religion/faith make you feel complete? How so?
In a way. Um. It feels almost homelike, at times.

15. Do you think that had you grown up a part of a family whose religion was not the one you current are, would you still be [your religion]?
I'm not sure.

Lovely Love

1. Describe what love means to you.
Love means complete honesty, faithfulness, selflessness, kindness, joy, and devotion...

2. Do fall in love easily?
Hm. I tend to fall in love easily when I find someone worth loving. It doesn't happen often, but when I find that kind of guy, I think it happens rather quickly.

3. Do you fall out of love easily?
I'm afraid so, in some situations. But I can't fall out of love when I most want to. What a horrible thing the heart can be...

4. Some people say that biologically, all love is just chemical brain mush-nuerons and such. Agree or disagree?
I think love originates in the heart, and then is mass produced by the brain.

5. What would you sacrifice for love?
A lot.

6. What have you done in love that you most regret?
I regret putting myself in the position to be hurt.

7. Trash your ex here:
Hey. My mama taught me better than that.

8. Boast about your current here:
If only.

9. Thanks much luv to you from me
...

10. Cupid says hi and he wants his arrow back...
Freaking retard.



Profanity

1. Do you use profanity much in your diary?
No, damnit!

2. What's your favourite cuss word?
Not damnit, damnit!

3. Would you be comfortable swearing in front of your parents?
Only when it involves a joke, strong feelings, or direct quotation.

4. Do you ever get offended when people cuss?
Kind of. I don't know. I hate it when people cuss excessively... Damnit.

5. Do you ever wonder where cuss words come from, and what makes them offensive?
Yeah.

6. If you forgot every cuss word you ever knew, what would you say if you accidently whacked your thumb with a hammer?
Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

7. Invent a new cuss word for me.
Make me.

8. Thank you very much for your time!
Heh.

Film

1. Which Indiana Jones movie is the ultimate supreme-o of archeology action? (and for bonus points, what is Indiana Jones's real name?)
Raiders of the Lost Ark. Henry Jones, Jr.

2. How old were you when you first saw Star Wars?
Oh man. So young... I can't even remember.

3. Which Star Wars movie is the best?
The first one of all will always be my favorite.

4. Why do so many people prefer The Empire Strikes Back?
Because it's a new trendish thing.

5. How old were you when you first saw Goonies?
Hm. I don't remember that either.

6. Which coming-of-age movie is the best?
The Breakfast Club.

7. What are your three favorite animated feature films?
Um... Alice in Wonderland, Aladdin, and Cinderella.

8. Which horror movie would be the worst to actually live?
I'll tell you the most awesome... I'll bet you can guess... Rocky Horror Picture Show. Oh right.

9. Which horror movie villian is the most terrifying?
I don't know. The thing from Jeepers Creepers was rather frightening.

10. What is the best fantasy film directed by Jim Henson and featuring David Bowie?
Heh. The Labrynth?

11. Of the other (lesser) fantasy films, which is your favorite?
Dunno.

12. Which is your favorite anime?
I dislike anime in general.

13. Which is your favorite anime that is not on Cartoon Network?
I hate that Cartoon Network has been overrun by said anime.

14. If I yell "Akiiiiiiiirrraaaaaaa!! Teeeetsuoooooooo!!" do you know what I'm talking about? And should you tell me I'm not funny?
I should dropkick you in the nostril, that's what I should do...

15. Which Speilberg movie is the best? Which Speilberg movie is your favorite? Which is the most fun?
I enjoyed The Terminal, but that's just the first that came to mind.

16. What is your favorite movie involving extra-terrestrials?
E.T., Mars Attacks, or THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!

17. What are your top three favorite foreign films?
Amelie. Can't think of any others.

18. Who are your top three favorite directors?
I don't know.

19. Which movie do you think is the best quality movie ever made?
I don't know.

20. Which movie is the most fun?
I don't know.

21. Why are romantic comedies usually so lame?
I don't know.

22. Who are your top three favorite actors?
I don't know.

23. What is the worst movie you've ever seen?
The Horse Whisperer.

24. What makes a kids' movie fun for grown-ups too?
Um. Sexual innuendo.

25. Which movie trilogy is the best?
LOTR?

26. Which actor would you want to play you in the movie about your life?
*shrug* Kelly Osbourne?

27. Recommend a movie that I probably haven't seen.
White Oleander, Assault on Precinct 13, Phantom of the Opera, Amelie, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Benny and Joon, or The Last Unicorn.