Y? Because we love you...

Okay. First off. I love you.

I feel like having a good, thick rant. At the moment, however, I can't focus on one thing in particular that is bothering me. FREEWRITING TIME!

Today has been one of those kinds of days that are filled to the brim with good things, bad things, things that make you think, things you don't want to think about, things that make you want to smile and cry about at the same time, and things that make you want to laugh and vomit on at the same time. The good comes with the bad. I'm glad today's good things kind of weighed evenly with the bad things.

I had been listening to five Postal Service songs over and over. Why only five? Because, for one reason or another, only five off of the cd were uploaded onto my computer. So, I have numbers 1, 2, 3, 4, and 8. After about the fifth or sixth time through those five songs, I got bored with it, and turned it off. Then, I started looking through my favorite websites. I found this. And that's what I'm listening to now. Repetitively. It's catchy in an incredibly annoying way. If this guy made a cd, and I were a millionaire, I might just buy it.

Screw that. The Blood Brothers, here I come.

I want a boyfriend, but I really don't. Figure that one out.

There are three things that I can think of right now that I am looking forward to doing. One is sure to happen, one may not happen, and one may not happen as soon as I'd like.

1.) Coheed and Cambria/Underoath concert in Charlotte on the 20th of November. Myriah, Nate, Chris (or someone), and I, driving in my car, staying in Charlotte... It's going to be interesting.

2.) Trip to Louisville, KY, to see Chyppe and John. Possibly either my mom, sister, and I driving to Louisville, or just Myriah and I driving to Louisville. Either way, it's not sure yet, but we'd hopefully be staying possibly from the 18th to the 23rd of December.

3.) Moving out and starting my own life. The soonest possible date is March 5th, 2005. As much as I'm looking forward to it and wanting it to happen... I'm scared too. I don't know what I'll do, but I want to do something. Who knows what'll happen?

I have school tomorrow. I get my car back again tomorrow. I work from 6 until about 9:45 tomorrow evening.

I wonder how many people read this. One? Me? *sigh*

I've been getting dizzy again lately. Not nearly as seriously as The Great Dizzyness of '01, though. It's more of an annoyance than a worry. Kind of like when you stand up way too fast and you get that dizzy feeling. It's just odd. Like, every once in a while, the world pauses, rewinds, and then plays again. But only a split second's worth. I don't know.

God Bless You, Blood Thirsty Zeppelins.

I've bored you long enough... That is... If anyone is actually reading this... And it's 1:40am. I think that I should probably start trying to go to sleep before 2am. It'd be good to get 8 hours of sleep at night.

So I bid to you goodnight, tonight. Sleep tight, my love.