November 15, 2004

Where I Am

Lately, I just can't seem to believe
Discard my friends to change the scenery
It meant the world to hold a bruising faith
But now it's just a matter of grace


This really sums up a lot for me right now. I'm at a rather odd point in my life. I'm ready to leave, even though that would mean leaving the friends that I love. I'm finding it slightly difficult to hold onto the faith that I've known all of my life, mainly because I'm seeing it twisted and abused so very much. In the end of everything, I'm leaving it all to grace.

(From To Shiela by The Smashing Pumpkins)