Maybe Yes, Maybe No, Maybe Maybe

I said, "Yeah... I haven't had an actual boyfriend for a while."
She said, "You know, guys don't find it very attractive when you say that sort of thing... *snobbish sniff* Maybe that's why."

*sigh*

Is that why? No. It's because I'm too damn picky. _{andmostboysthinkimaloserorsomething...}

Anyway. I was just thinking tonight about my love life, or the lack thereof. I'm cool not having a boyfriend, which is a good sign, I suppose. However, it can be rather hard on one's self-esteem nonetheless... Which is not good. In any way.

Life was so much easier when I was 12. Man. I had so many little boyfriends back in the day. Why'd it change? I don't know. Maybe I knew how to flirt back then, and I just lost it over the years... Or something. I don't know. There is only one guy who will ever truly count, and he is yet to be a major part of my life. I think. I hope.

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I have an argumentative paper that needs to be written.

I ♥ you.